watagatapututberry?

there's only one word that can explain this:

2009-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

DEAD.

DIEDED.

whichever suits your fancy.

i find twitter a much simpler place to talk some shit.

so until i have some mood, if any, to post something significant on this blog, this will remain the way it is.

laters.

never jump to conclusions

2009-08-23T02:22:00.000+08:00

recently, i made a conclusion that i was not gonna make it there; a lost cause.

until i tried.

and heck, there was indeed some hope in it.

well, i didn't exactly get what i wanted, but at least i'm given a chance now.

chances are better than nothing at all eh?

now all i have to do is work for it.

the problem is; nothing comes easy, and with a price.

"take what you get, leave nothing behind."

so close, so far

2009-08-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count
When I think of home, I see your face
I know I have to wait…

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me.

I promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see...

here we go again

2009-07-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

back to school.

with less ppl around.

more subjects.

more classes.

at late hours.

on fridays.

yay?

:/

word of the day

2009-07-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

un⋅der⋅per⋅form

–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM

Related forms:

un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

___________________________________________________________________

how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.

i'm just...so so so sorry.

time stands still

2009-07-09T05:50:00.000+08:00

every minute seems to be passing slower and slower.

and it is, rather unbearable.

and truth be told; i miss you.

wait, i must have left it somewhere here...

2009-07-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

i think i've lost my mind sitting at home doing NOTHING.

absolutely NOTHING.

it's suicidal i tell u...

you spin my head right round right round...

2009-06-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

life has been giving me a hell of a HEADACHE recently.

first, i'm broke.

second, i'm still broke.

third, i will still be broke.

so basically, yea, i'm broke.

then i end up spending on things i SHOULD not and DO NOT intend to spend on.

after that i end up having whatever cash i have go MISSING for no apparent reason.

nice la.

then now i'm sick-ish. literally.

what a joke.

i wonder how am i gonna survive the next 2 weeks or so.

i think i have DIEDED.

FML.

Q: what does not have wings and flies?

2009-06-22T04:25:00.000+08:00

A: time.

yes, time. with a snap of the finger exams are over.

or is it just the time i take to make a new post. whatever.

managed to survive exams, which consists of 2 (out of 3) papers. lasted only 4days though. deferred the last one (of which i have not formally settled). hopefully can hustle. need to prove a point. bah.

not to mention a massive toothache. massive gum infection. sakit sial.

since i'm the first to finish my exams (i think), i am bored. damn bored. barely anyone else finished their papers. so no one to call to chill. is having a damnshortperiodcrammedupstudyperiodandendexamsearly a good thing, or otherwise. u decide.

been wasting my time (and money) on almost daily trips to AC for foos and CS since MY exams ended. how la dei?. apart from that, i've been wasting my life on rock legends on facebook. pretty addictive. and don't tell me i'm lifeless. cause that's a fact i already know.

FML.

FML. twice.

i've gotta plan nicely for my next month or so, otherwise it will be a HELL of a holiday. literally, HELL. what's the point of holidays if u can't make full (not to mention any) use of it eh?

will make pointless rants when i am free. until then.

time is of the essence

2009-05-19T03:10:00.001+08:00

i just realized that finals is 3 weeks away.

which recently i thought was more than a month away.

wow.

foosball

2009-05-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

the silent killer.

next thing you know your wallet is left with small blue notes...

within the next 24 hours...

2009-04-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

...i is having to trying to becoming the superman. is because:

1. i is no car until tomorrow.

2. i is staying in sri petaling.

3. i is going to a party at duta vista tonight.

4. i is having futsal tournament tomorrow morning in sunway.

5. i is going to drink tonight.

6. i is need to travel to sunway in the morning.

7. i is no car.

8. i is going to have difficulty waking up.

9. i is need to go to setiawangsa tonight.

10. but i is no car.

11. and i is leave duta vista late.

12. i is want to play well.

13. but i is cannot goyang during game.

14. i is need to collect car after that.

15. i is confuzzled. how la?

sometimes...

2009-03-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

...it hurts to see some things when it's too late.

oh wait.

i think 'sting' would be much more appropriate.

oh well.

timeframes

2009-03-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just doesn't understand how some decisions can be made more comfortably in weeks rather than months. i'm starting to wonder if the former is longer timeframe than the latter =\

people just define time differently. or maybe there's a season to everything. before, after, soon, later, just now, coming soon, wait ar?

but this is something i just won't know, will i?

i guess it all worked out after all. not sure for who though.

some people are more available to others and some people are less available to me (although apparently someone said i was the one on the frontpage, but whatever)

besides, i'm here and you're there. meh. but i won't be surprised at forcemoves. the intention was there. so was the plan. i had, well, none :D

so you can put the blame on me aite.

well whatever it is doesn't matter no more to me.

right now, all i can do is just...smile :)

"...what it meant to be / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when i tried so hard;
and got so far; but in the end; it doesn't even matter..."

not again

2009-03-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

oops i got jacked again.

getting used to it.

ain't a good thang though.

but whatever man.

have you ever...

2009-02-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

...been jacked?

i have.

i call it the ultimate jack.

no more, no less.

*claps*

what has the world turn into?

when i walk past the mirror...

2009-01-15T04:50:00.000+08:00

..."WHO THE FUCK IS THAT??"

not part of my plan but i did it. did it, but half length became no length. mahai. now i regret. partly due to technicalities but wtf man. still got cocked.

yes, i cut my damn hair. my hair. my maire. mauneh!!

when i wake up i'm supposed to see some messed up bitch in the mirror. but no. i see...WHAT?! where ma fro' maannnn?!

it's so bad, that even when i walk alone i'll be thinking, "who the fuck is behind me? oh wait, it's MY shadow." -.-

seriously, i can't anyone passing by a mirror and not recognizing that motherfucker-you-supposed-to-see-in-a-mirror.

sucks la. omffg.

took me a year plus to get that long. plus i haven't messed with it yet. so much for the cornrows.

not gonna take anyone's advice/orders/complaints to cut it short no more. after this it's my way on the highway. gg.

is anybody out there?

2009-01-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

can anybody out there hear me?
cause I can't seem to hear myself
can anybody out there see me?
cause I can't seem to see myself
there's gotta be a heaven somewhere
can you save me from this hell?
can anybody out there feel me?
cause I can't seem to feel myself.

losing my way, keep losing my way.

can you help me find my way?

krazy

2009-01-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

background music: krazy - pitbull ft lil jon

my momma call me krazy.

my papa call me krazy.

....

woot.

-___-

rant rant

2008-12-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

why is it that every time i open this page,

i see my kao kao punya flaming,

then the lazy feeling kicks in.

some other time then.

n dey say..

2008-10-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

..all's well that ends well.

bullshit.

i got shitted today.

repeatedly shitted.

full of shit.

cipet.

when it rains it fucking pours.

tak agak.

pukimak.

one by one doing shit.

chat lan stress.

cibai.

if some shit like this happens again i fucking tak puas.

wait la.

mahai.

why didn't blog?

2008-09-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

cause my life is so boring.

okeh la. not so boring.

but not so happening also lah.

ehehe.

wait wait. i got another reason. :D

i takda camera.

ahhhaaaa. good excuse right?

great success.

huh? why suddenly tak puas?

k la k la. i conning ni.

dun angry lar.

ish.

eh. but i got camera.

laaa. but why wanna bring camera?

leceh ni.

hilang baru tau.

phone camera so flack.

hmm.

how ah?

lazy kot.

hmm. cannot.

cannot call myself lazy.

but if not lazy then call what?

haiyo.

lazy la lazy la.

so the answer is...

lazy to blog :)

"i fell asleep at my friend's house"

2008-08-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

that was the cock story that i used to get away with coming back at 7am.

7am.

doing what?

cc.

omfg how did i get pulled into that?

then i go home and sleep like a slut.

not much of a coverline anymore right?

-__-

day 3

2008-06-24T03:58:00.000+08:00

futsal in segambut. woke up at 11.10, game at 12. i never change.

mamak for lunch = maggi.

wcg in setapak for CS.

winning11 session at andre's.

dinner = maggi.

supper = maggi at nathan's.

i so healthy, ini hari semua maggi.

shisha at nathan's.

eeyer. no wonder his face like that.

ash burn dy got smoke. hence his name and what he does.

end.

serong

2008-06-24T03:28:00.000+08:00

well, not exactly serong.

just went to another port. hehe.

tanigurigeh anyone?

our abang's new technique of opening bottle. why la?

i never knew phantoms took leaks.

final result.

fin.

go plant some

2008-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

devi's corner, bangsar:

two weirdos came up to our table and...

"hey there, we're new around here and we just wanna know where to get some marijuana, u know, pot?"

"no."

"it's alright. thanks."

...then they moved on (to the next table).

if we actually saw it coming then the reply would definitely be longer than 'no'. haha. jokers.

looking for plans for day 2.

day one: nathan's

2008-06-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

the dreaded setapak steven's:

if i go there,

"come come we waiting"

i MENTION sri petaling only,

"DAMN FAR LA WEI!"

backside la.

i'm going nathan's.

later.

-.-

finals finally finished

2008-06-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

goddamn.

exams.

but i survived. yeh.

i ~~promise to~~ try to play less/study more next sem.

promise is too strong a word ;)

now what?

desperate or resourceful?

2008-04-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

u be the judge.

assignment was due at 5, but i only managed to complete it at 5.30.

whatever.

and the stupid ~~baisap~~ bookshop worker didn't to help this poor kid bind his assignment.

peh pundek.

went back into the library.

find stapler, assignment too thick.

find clip, eh wait. no clip.

paper got. paper only la.

macam diapers dowh.

in the lecturers' office: "...so cute. like sumo wrestler..."

-__-

extra marks takpe.

but i got a BIG RED LATE on my cover instead.

bagus.

at least i'm done with those.

NEXXTTTTTT?

assignments are..

2008-04-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

..a pain in the ass.

that's right.

assignments.

one after another.

i work my ass off to finish one and hand up.

then the next one is due two days later.

then i work my ass off again.

then i hand in.

then got another one due next week.

adoi.

betul banyak dulan.

who's ur daddy?

2008-04-14T02:57:00.000+08:00

United end Arsenal title bid

went to hartamas to watch ManUtd - Arsenal

but we all know who's the better team right? =)

Ron took the penalty twice, the same spot twice, Lehmann guessed correctly twice, but yet Ron managed to put it in the back of the net (twice)

celebration.

geez.

and Adebayor. u dirty bugger. hand of god.

see, that's why u didn't deserve to win.

hargreaves free kick. walaneh. u can take the wall and throw it away. won't make a difference.

savvedi macha.

was trembling after the match. damn kao~

had to chill before driving back.

but i've to say, it was a pretty evenly matched game.

arsenal, go blow on smth.

i only do shisha.

(pics from yahoo)

(except my pic of course. wtf)

a long long day: episode II: return of the nata

2008-04-12T02:43:00.001+08:00

doing this just to finish where i started.

a part I of I doesn't make sense, does it?

after i got back, went to ajimal for arsenal vs liverpool in a liverpool jersey (which also means i don't like arsenal)

sat from 8-12.

i don't feel surprised why some people actually ask "ko melayu ke?"

nas, shukran

anas, bob with cigarette

he who flicks ears, pinches tits and spanks asses, umair

he's not retard, he just looks like one

iqbal

bob without cigarette

people come and go, so do the food.

it's possible.

after that, home, crash!

*****************************

a random conversation with the guard...

guard: balik?

me: ya balik. this one, my house.

guard: ok. *points at friend* friend?

me: yes. friend.

guard: friend no go home?

me: not yet.

guard: go where?

me: go out.

guard: makan makan?

me: errr..feed?

o.O

now where did 'feed' come from?

a long long day: episode I: a close encounter with the dark side

2008-04-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

to wake up at 5+am and end the day at 2am is not cute.

but i did it anyway =S

had to get to jelatek lrt by 7am. that meant i had to leave uber early, uber shitty.

at the lrt station...

me: jamek satu.
*flashes 50buck note*
guy at counter: sekarang takde duit tukar. ko tunggu la.
me: o.O

tunggu apa? bodoh.

asked a lady if she had change. she didn't but she was willing to pay for my ticket.

turns out that she faced the same prob and i was the one who ~~did her a favour~~ gave her small change.

right then. in the lrt...

*takes out earphone, plugs to phone*

*presses 'music player' on phone*

wait. where my songs?

fug.

i left my memory card in the computer.

*smacks head, and hard*

i wish i didn't have that much time in my hands to do that.

sri petaling ---> m.jamek, m.jamek ---> jelatek.

very good. hi, rudy & jj -__-

met chris at jelatek after some time waiting and off to shah alam for inter church games, repping st john.

and yes, i'm imported.

our first game was at 11, second was at 2. had enough of that during mapcu games. but what can i friggin do?

played anyway, got deep fried. again. ran like a dog too. again.

panasonic stadium, shah alam.

too bad these guys don't feel it.

i doubt any of them will feel it.

behold. my team. =\

figure i: typical indians.

figure ii: emo indian.

looking at the other teams, they all have jerseys. mine's mufty. theirs? milo t-shirt?

but i was the standout player.

really.

what i did?

nothing.

don't believe?

i tell u how.

they're black.

i'm not I-)

no offense there.

if i was to be booked, i think the referee would just jot: chinaman. yellow. x'.

-____-

hi cloud.

meet sun. rawr.

undeservingly lost both games, i think. we done yet? yea. jom go home.

dropped us at midvalley.

haven't been there in a while.

pool, makan, collect my clothes, balik.

*WHEW*

to be continued...

take time to realize

2008-04-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

It's not the same;

No it's never the same;

If you don't feel it too.

If you meet me half way;

If you would meet me half way;

It could be the same for you.

hmm?

*.*

careless

2008-04-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

i left my pair of shades in musa.

again. =(

one pair reebok, one pair cyber eyeworks.

so, if there's anyone who's reading this who's kind enough (if there is), please do return it to me.

i'd appreciate it.

really.

today we go to..

2008-04-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

..broga!

no it's not a country.

it's in ~~africa~~ semenyih.

near nottingham university.

freakin far? i know -__-''

and so we went for our inter college match on thursday in notts.

against masterskill college. nursing college.

~~eeeyer! macam bapok!~~ don't look down on ppl. -)

no way! damn easy!

can have a good time with the nurses later some more.

getting injured on purpose and all.

wtf.

forget it.

play first.

but wait.

the weather. omfg.

i think i do need the nurses =o

pretty cloud come to play? no? naughty cloud.

played from 6-7.

fried putut anyone?

aku left back bernombor 11. keng leh.

dahlah it's not my position.

because of that we lost 3-1.

maybe if i played up we would have won 4-3.

then i can hit a bicycle kick in the right way.

because i confident. can?

anyway, we got back to sunway at about 8+.

freakin 1hour trip. prefer genting, no?

makan-ed at some mamak near pyramid.

then sangkut dunno how to go back from there -.-

but guess who i bumped into.

ledd!! =D

followed her to asiacafe, then dropped me here:

old klang road junction to pj -.-

note: it's 11pm.

see my pretty shadow? and my pretty bag shadow?

walked some distance till i got a cab. sheesh~

after that went to TRY to book futsal for friday night.

then mamak. then home. then sleep.

pancittt!! *.*

***********

i heard this somewhere...

quote: "where's my black dil?"

u pandai-pandai ;)

dulan

2008-03-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

selalu takdapat reply.

betul banyak dulan.

em. syok.

sebab saya dapat reply.

tiap-tiap hari reply.

...

boleh kasi saya reply tak?

tak mungkin.

awak tanya handphone.

u betul banyak GY la.

....

shoes

2008-03-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

i like =)

...

2008-03-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

i do wanna blog.

seriously.

but i have a problem.

i don't have much material.

then it'll be short.

it's cuz i don't take pics.

and a pic is worth a thousand words.

so yea.

don't forget the fine print

2008-03-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday, at a&w's...

me : i'll have a large coney dog set, take away.

cashier : okay. is that all?

*looks at price (9.40) takes out 10 buck note*

me : yes.

cashier : do you want to change to curly fries?

me : okay.

*looks at counter, ka-ching. 9 changes to 11*

[0.0]

cashier : do you want float with your beer sir?

me : beer what? oh. err. can.

*looks at cashier, ka-ching. 11 changes to 12*

[0.0]

cashier : that'll be 12.50 sir

*takes out wallet, forks an extra 5 bucks, pays*

cashier : thank you, enjoy your meal.

*leaves*

u better hope i "thank you enjoy your meal"

-__-"

lesson of the day : don't trust the posters. they're just meant to con u.

wasn't even filling. went to mamak an hour after that. sheesh.

no wonder we don't see a&w's anywhere else but the pj drive-in.

stagnant...

2008-02-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

i can't seem to find any inspiration to update and i think it's the same case with the others.

maybe not all, but few (u know who u are) -)

well it's been awhile, and i've classes starting soon in monash. orientation wasn't such a blast, but there were sights and sounds to be seen =) wait, maybe just sights. haha.

anyways, i'll tell u what i did today. woke up, texas-held-em, ate, slept, ate again and here i am, at the computer at 3 in the morning, waiting for the man utd-lyon match.

heck, it feels good to finally get a good day's sleep. it's been awhile. maybe cuz i've been working since after STPM. work while the others have fun, and then have classes while the others work. sheesh~ but i couldn't be bothered, cuz NO ONE actually plans to go ANYwhere. so no loss there.

then there's the classic way of wasting, i mean spending time, cards! =D looks like i get to continue gambling consistently, even after school. let's not forget the CNY period too. what we play? blackjack, big2, rummy, in between, 3cards, classic poker, texas hold'em, u name it! in fact, it's becoming part of my income/loss *,* not promoting it to any of y'all though. just for ur info, BAD HABITS DIE HARD. so don't if u can't =)

kasi sailang sama dia! ALL IN!

and CNY. where did all the angpau money go?!?!?! i don't even touch the 4digit mark this year. what the hell man. so much for the effort i put in to go visiting. sheesh! better returns LAST year.

angpau ada. kase ilek?

what else? my effort to be independent (transport wise): the driving license. looks like i'll finally be getting my license (or at least trying to get). test is next week and i need practice. blardy instructor scared the shit out of me.

instructor : *jams brake* u wanna die?

me : no.

instructor : then look to ur right.

*bus zooms past*

me : *gulps* k.

*restarts engine, releases clutch*

instructor : *jams brake* niama. what u doing? see there.

*bus zooms past, again*

me : *double gulp* k.

-__-''

looks like the match'll be starting soon. and driving lesson tmr (just maybe). hope this won't be the last post. wish me luck! till then, later! GO UNITED!

book-ed!

2007-12-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

there are so many ways of showing that people like me never learn my lesson.

this is one way.

-__-

as if repeatedly getting caught near my house wasn't enough.

well, lesson learnt there.

i thought i could just ignore the ticket, until....

i found out i had to settle all my summons otherwise i won't be allowed to take the undang test.

deep shit ain't it? especially when pops and moms finds out.

price negotiable? hell no.

cashier : mana?

*passes ticket to him*

cashier : 200. bayar sebelah.

me : -__-''

hard earned cash. gone with the wind. m-bike wind.

don't even have a license yet i get booked. wtf man.

final countdown

2007-12-02T04:08:00.001+08:00

one more paper to go, one more paper to freedom.

do or die.

i need to catch up with life.

what's wrong about being chinese?

2007-10-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

that guy SERIOUSLY has a problem.

he left by the time i took a screen shot.

wtf. racist b*tch.

procrastinator #1

2007-09-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

Exams is round the corner but yet, I'm not panicking.

In a way, it's good. In a way, it's not.

If I was panicking, I would be studying my big ass off.

But no.

But I wish I was.

Damn.

time-out or timed-out?

2007-09-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

sigh.

don't demoralise me

2007-09-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

Trials are coming up and I haven't studied shit. Same goes with many others I presume.

To clear that lil' guilty conscience of mine I decided to search for some reading material and this was what I found...

Maths --->

30/40 not bad =)

Physics ---> 29/40 which is also not bad =)

Chemistry --->20/27 hmm...could have done better =\

General paper --->40/40? WOW!

But wait. The number down there is...

2, 2 as in 2/10?

Which also means 40, as in 40/100 -_-

Lowest in class. Bravo.

Rumours (Facts) say that if I flunk PA, I flunk STPM.

Which I think I will.

Bummer.

impossible is nothing

2007-09-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

Whoever said short was a disadvantage?

And I don't have growth hormone deficiency.

I have the average Malaysian height =\

Anyway, Happy belated 50th Merdeka!

lunch at...

2007-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

...Traders Hotel! =D

And it was a buffet lunch!

Nice environment, good food, and Wi-Fi! =o

You pick, they cook, you eat, they clean B)

It's so...crabby =\

They say it's good, but I tak jilat =\

I tak jilat sushi either -_-

This one I jilat =D

CAREFUL IT'S GONNA SPILL!

No, its just upsided-downded

But the coffee...blardy kao...shoved 4 packs of sugar in it and it still tastes like shit. Does all coffee taste like that? Or is it just me? =\

merdeka eve...

2007-08-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

...didn't go as planned!

Well, maybe I didn't plan properly, but it wasn't supposed to end up this way =.=

Plan A, Plan B, Plan C and Plan X-Y-Z all mixed up and screwed up. Damn son.

It's 8.50 and I'm still figuring out what to do. Also, I'm blogging here.

It's.. time to IMPROVISE!

Or maybe I'll just rot at home? =\ *sighs*

It's 8.54 now. -)

freak food outings

2007-08-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

In a dessert shop...

me : I'll have an ice kacang.
waiter : I'm sorry we have run out of ice.

In Eden Village...

me : Table for two please.
waiter : Dua?

Why don't we ask KFC if they have run out of chicken?

-_-''

is it a must...

2007-08-18T11:49:00.000+08:00

...to emo? ='(

gajah terbang dengan?

2007-08-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Susah-payah! xD

Sorry la I'm damn lazy to update.

Anyway, last Saturday was farny. Damn farny. And kinda nice too =)

Went to PJ with Chris, Anand and Danny for futsal. Played with Yuan and his bro's friends. All talk with an accent. Geez =s You're back in Malaysia for God's sake. Spare the accent man, we don't really give a shit back here. Especially when you're just playing footie.

3 teams. And guess which was the best? Us! Whee! 2 goals, winner stays. We managed to stay in the pitch for at least 2 games every time we entered the pitch. So we're not so bad after all? And I scored like nobody's business =D Haven't had such a good game in a long, long time. Cheers to that! =D

After that we went to State for dinner, with some pointers from Ying Ling. Went to Strawberry-something. Forgot the name. Not bad though. Like some cafe. Watched the first game of the EPL season there, Spurs vs Sunderland, with the new boys getting the win. Bought us all dessert. Guess I was feeling kinda rich that time =s

At 9pm...

Chris : Jom chao la.
Us : K.
*leaves place*
Chris : Where keys?
Danny: Not with me. Check your pocket.
Chris : Nope. You go back there check?
Danny : K.

Q: Why couldn't he find the keys?
A :Cause it was in the car. More specifically, it was in the ignition =.= (picture below)

What to do, what to do...

Step 1: Oh shit and panic.
Step 2: Call for help.
Step 3: Look for locksmith.
Step 4: Look for a potential car thief to lend a hand.
Step 5: Be your own locksmith.
Step 6: Lose hope and wish upon a star.
Step 7: Sit and crack lame jokes.

Apparently step 7 was the best. And it does kill time. It is what we do best, isn't it? Anytime better than walking around looking for key-shaped signboards that says LOCKSMITH but NO NUMBER. Well there was one with a number but...

Chris : Hello. Ini locksmith, err, err, tukang kunci ka?
xxx : *kiddy voice* har?
Chris : Lu punya bapak ada ka?
xxx : *kiddy voice* har?
Chris : Papa ada ka?
xxx : *rough voice* hallo? Salah nombor la.
Chris : K.

We just sat outside the car for an hour or two, making lame, but hilarious jokes that would keep anyone awake xD

Finally Chris' pops came and unlocked the door. As expected, mati enjin. Manpower needed to get it moving. Push, push, vroom! Sent us to Titiwangsa. It was already 11.30 by then. Lucky me I took the LAST train back home. From Sri Petaling I still had to walk home, at 12am =.=

End of a farny day =)

life's not fair

2007-08-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes
Then I realize that she could see inside my head

So I close my eyes
Thinkin' that I could hide

Cuz she's not seeing so I don't have to lose my head

And this situation
Leads to agitation
But she cut me off
Like there's been an amputation

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair

Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not
Loves me not

Do you realize
I will compromise
She loves me not
Loves me not

Papa Roach - She Loves Me Not

be my unholy

2007-08-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Right in the middle, I’m right in the middle,
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Be my unholy,
My one and my lonely.

Timbaland ft Fall Out Boy - One And Only

Damn this song is nice =)

wtf-ed

2007-08-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

damn i just got wtf-ed. save me.

pictures ain't easy business

2007-08-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

Another year, another photo taking session for the yearbook. And god damn it ain't easy business. Thought walking around and talking cock was easy business? I did that, plus a lil thinking.

Did I say a lil? I mean a lot. I think it was the thinking that pancit-ed me. Pheeeew.

As if a whole day of giving orders and taking pics weren't enough, I had tuition after that. Not 1, but 2 -) Apa lagi, tidur la. Mrs Huan just couldn't give me some rest. Every few minutes she comes in and asks me to get up. Geez.

And she publicly announced that Harry Potter is more interesting than Physics. Well, anything is more interesting than Physics right Aaron? Lawl.

She also ROTFLMAOXDXD at some jackass called Chai Kuku. Familiar?

Mrs Huan: Hey remember last time I said that there was someone with the name *something I forgot*, now I've got Kuku Chai. ROTFLOLXDXDLMAO

Chai : ZZZ.

Memang his name also. No one else gonna take that title from him.

Anyway, I'm abit-the-lazy to type anymore, so I'll just post some pics. Class pics. Chao.

-U6BF 2007-

tragedy!

2007-07-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

*emo tone*

I think the news have spread fast enough. Yes, the scout den went up in flames. Our scout den.

They say it was a short circuit. But it doesn't matter whatever the reason is. Gone is the place where we used to hang out, do shit, get shit, and give shit.

When we look back at the site, we lose ourselves in our thoughts for a moment, thinking and reminiscing the about the past, how it used to be. Damn. No longer can we say, hey, this is the place where we used to do this or do that.

Sad isn't it?

I believe all of us scouts, VSG and FKL, past and present, will give everything they've got to get the scout den back in one piece. It is our legacy, and we shall strive to preserve it.

My and my fellas were the first to reach after the fire was put out. Here's what's left of the den. Sigh.

Is this an omen...that it ends here? At the end of our reign? =S

b'day pics!

2007-07-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry. Very-the-late. =S

thanks for everything guys! =)

i'm legal!

2007-07-22T19:26:00.001+08:00

My way of making 17th July a memorable one =)

Called the guys over to my place for makan. Initially the list had about 40, but my crib ain't fillin' no 40 people man. So I started choppin' em off the list.

"This fella, hmm, jack. This one, hmm, I don't like your face. Jack. Eh, if he not coming then she also not coming rite? Jack. You. Har. Jual mahal rite? Jack. I hate grasshoppers. No way. Eff off." @@

Cut cut cut all the way to about 30. Wasn't easy though. Then THEY started to jack me.

xxx: Hey sorry can't make it tonite.
me : It's alright.
xxx: Hey i'm having something on tonite. Thx for inviting.
me : Oh. It's ok. try to make it if u can.

I wish I could make a generic message which goes "f**k you?" and just send. Oh well. Courteous aren't we? -)

In the end I had only 20++ on the list. What's better, all of em were late. Should have known better. I wish I said "it starts at 6" instead of "you can come at 6, 7 or 8" =.=

The earliest ones reached at 7.30. Cockstories. Food ready at 6. Your fault.

Eventually they reached. Ate, made noise, played cards, talked cock, took pics, cut cake, ate somemore, go home. Procedure. Lawl. The unexpected came as well. Added to the number. Like they say, the more the merrier. Right?

Surprisingly everyone left at 12. I thought it was quite early =\

Anyway, I'm now legally 18 =) can drink, can smoke, but bad for health -)

Uploading pics later. Blogger karenah =\

17th july

2007-07-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

a day to be remembered! =D

curing fever ≠ whacking panadol

2007-07-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

How do you feel when you fall sick? Do you feel high? Dizzy? Drowzy? Sleepy? Clumsy? Pissy?

The most appropriate answer would be ALL OF THE ABOVE. (sounds abit like symptoms of period, but everyone has 'em once in a while XD)

What if you get hit by a teeeeeeeny weeeeeeeny fever? Well, I usually down 2 panadols and some water, then wrap myself in my blanket and doze off. Presto! Fever-no-more.

This time it didn't help.

Attempt 1 : Failed.

Try again.

Attempt 2 : Failed.

Try again.

Attempt 3 : Failed.

Rinse and repeat.

Nick : Wei. How many panadols can I take in a day?
Aaron : I think 8.
Nick : I wanna recover fast.
Chai : Take more la. Tomorrow no need come school. We come visit you. Last respects.
Nick : ...wtf...

By end of day one, I had already downed 7 panadols. And the maximum dose would be? 8? Close enough to getting those last respects =.=

I just kept panadol-ing and sleeping and repeating for day 2. Before I knew it I had 11 panadols in 36hours. Time to take a break from those shit. Back to traditional way. Water, sleep.

Day3 : Lazy go school d. Stay home sleep. Woke up. Head BLARDY heavy. Slept too much gua. Sit up = Hell, lie down = Heaven. Yea like that. Ever felt having a blardy big brick in your head? *whoops* (don't think he reads this shit either) Something like that too =\

The oldies way actually worked. Finally recovered on the night of day 3. Never felt sick for this long. (3 days is long enough for me) Wasn't that bad, but it wasn't nice either. Don't like doing stuff with the look like I need some sobering with that lil high feeling. =S

Guess I should start taking better care of Mr Health. Maybe y'all out there too. Sedarlah sebelum anda disedarkan =D korang kena kang...

the 'afterparty'

2007-07-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

Some things are better left unsaid, and I choose to do so.

The 'afterparty' was more like a Victorian reunion, with many ex-VSGians from our batch present, knowing that we were gonna partay =D Fun people aren't we?

Started off with a yumcha session (though there wasn't much cha to yum) at whatever you call it, al-something, that sheesha place. Got fed up of having no food, so we left. Couldn't decide where to go yet, so we went back to school for football! Boyscouts=cleaning quadrangle, we=football. Pretty good examples eh? >.<

Not long after, we got pancit and stopped awhile. Suddenly someone sangap wanna play CS, so we all went down to Petaling Street. Game on! 6on5 CS at 4 in the morning. Whee! Saw some trash (natas) in the joint if y'all know what I'm sayin'. Did i say some trash? I meant garbage disposal area. Packed with natas in school uniform at 4 in the morning? Geez. (Nothing related to that Gwen Stefani song yea)

Quote: "No wonder the country is not going anywhere. Oh wait. It has to be somewhere. It's nowhere." =o

After CS, everyone got hungry (typical). Walked down to Yusoff, but it was closed. Oh well. No 24 hour mamak in PS. Went to Brickfields instead for some more classy mamak. Classy usually means expensive, and this applies here. But the maggi was good =)

Then back to school for sleep! More specifically, the DK. Air-cond and lots of space. What else could you ask for? Everyone took a port and crashed. When I woke up I heard 2 retards playing ping pong. Joined them not long after, then switched to carrom. After carrom = go home, red beamer style =D

I made myself a promise, which was to start studying that Monday. It's Thursday, and I'm beginning to believe that promises are meant to be broken, even those that are made by yourself, to yourself =.=

Here are some pics of us taken during the photo session for some documentary. No pics for the afterparty though. Anyway, enjoy! =)

last,last Saturday

2007-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

Been procrastinating so much I haven't been updating shit.

Was supposed to write bout last Saturday's cross country, but I was just too damn lazy.

The day began with me being dumped at the LRT thanks to Pops. Fortunately, for me, Whong felt caring and offered to pick me. Never say no. =D Went to school, picked up Pei Theng and off to Lake Gardens we go!

Met the other guys over there. Was kinda early, though we were 'supposed' to be there at 7am sharp. Malaysians are beginning to understand each other's timing. Well, maybe just Victorians.

Ran a 4.2km route, and ended up with 10th. Not too shabby, considering myself being confident a top 10 position. Any lower (or slower) and my confidence would feel like it just got COCKED.

Hung around with the guys, had a drink, pao-ed food, and waited for the prize giving ceremony. Fellow form sixer Arthur got numero uno. The dude deserved it. Damn fast. Couldn't catch up. If we were to just look at the form sixers on the standings, I would be 2nd behind him. Not bad. =D Chris got 12th, Hong 34th, and the rest got, thirty-err, i mean fourty-err, i mean..nevermind ;)

Got myself a silver medal for team category. Yay!

After that we went to the playground to lepak. Childhood revisited. The last time I went/passed by a playground was when I got that gift for my knee =.=

Chao-ed after bout an hour playing around and chowing down on ice-cream. Cleaned up at another setting, and met the guys back in MV to watch the Silver Surfer thrash the F4. Not bad. At least I get to end my abit-the-long-din-watch-no-nuts-movie spree =)

Anyway, campfire is this Saturday! Will be updating soon! (I hope =s)

I spy with my lil eye =)

it has not ended

2007-06-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

Days have passed, and so has the VI Carnival. Grand it was, no doubt. Rock climbing, gigs by our very own local bands, games, food, what else? Nice clean fun for you and your family ain't it? Hmmm, what did I do then?

Basically I was damn tired by the time carnival started, working my ass off for the haunted mansion with the rest of my crew. Not to mention the minimal sleep I had on that Friday night. Anyway, life goes on right? Finished up the mansion at about 10 something, gave instructions to my 'ghosts' and opened shop. Not a bad reception, looking at where we set up our attraction.

I headed over to the basketball court for the futsal game. Teamed up with my bro and Wan. Not a bad combination =\ Managed to reach the finals with me and Wan scoring a couple. Eventually lost to a Form 4 team by 2 goals to nil. I accepted the defeat, for I was totally pancit-ed. Running to the form 1 block and back every half an hour or so? (thanks to those assh*** causing problems in my mansion)Whew. Looking on the bright side, at least I got to the finals didn't I?

After that I went over to the FSC's Dunk Machine for a quick dip, as promised. Pulled quite a crowd I must say *bangga* Better than Duncan anytime. Even got Dragon Red to come around and give a few throws. Not too shabby. Time just vroomed by, and without noticing I spent an hour or so climbing on and off the board. Ok. Time to say bye bye. [was gonna rain anyway, and no more crowd =(]

Back to the form 1 block, and how sad to say that my rumah hantu had no hantu. Disappointed I was. Panas I was too. Grrr. Not many people too at that time. Was about 4 I think. Called a few subsitute ghosts to come over to haunt, and so did I. Entered awhile, but came out soon enough. Couldn't bear crawling under the tables, based on my current physical condition.

Carnival ended not long after, but the gigs went on. Used Jiunkei's AllAccess pass to usha awhile, then back to the mansion I went. Spent the rest of the day/night cleaning up. No fun there. Same people setting up and cleaning up? Geezzz.

It's been a few days since the big day, but there are still people out there still busy with the leftovers. Settling accounts and etc. For me, it also has not ended. VSG Campfire just around the corner, and responsible scouters, help we must. Not to mention my unfinished business with the editorial board. Sigh.

Regardless of how hard things get, we must...

Faint Not, Fight On

Victoria Institution Carnival 2007

2007-06-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

For those who don't know, Victoria Institution will be having its Carnival on the 16th of June 2007 (Saturday) from 10.00a.m till 5.00p.m (as stated in the posters).

Well, since a picture says a thousand words, so I'll let the pics do the talking aight?

Who says getting to town is gonna be a problem? No need to be afraid of the traffic. There's always the LRT and the monorail! The only place that's gonna be jammed up is the Carnival! =D

Coupons are sold at RM10 per book. You can either buy 'em at the carnival itself, or before hand so you can avoid the queues and spend more time having fun instead! ;)

For further enquiries, contact:

Committee Chairman, Leong Lik Sheng(012-3166273) or the Secretary, David Yap (016-3320400). You can ask me too =)

-or-

Visit http://vicarnival07.wordpress.com/

Make sure y'all be there ya, because it's where...

Everything Awaits You! =)

p.s if any one of y'all wanna get coupons before the carnival, I'm sellin'!

frustrated

2007-06-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

Another day of holidays, another day of boredom, frustration and disappointment.

From unwilling teachers to the last paper of mid-term exams, things really have been really frustrating. Was it my fault for procrastinating? Or was it someone else's fault? I don't really know. And at this point, I don't really care.

Been going to school every damn day of the holidays. For classes, tuition, then for RCG, then classes and tuition again. Now I've gotta be there to make sure there IS a haunted mansion for our carnival. Haven't gone out for a single movie since, err... Pan's Labyrinth? No R&R for me at all. Fuck off lar.

Ribuan-ribuan terima kasih to those who have been such a great help by passing the Bestari rooms around. Couldn't they be just a lil more willing to take a wee bit more responsibilty to help out? Just this once? For the carnival? For the students? For the school? Sigh. Nothing more I can do but try my best to get it done. Make a force move I must?

And the exams. Just another paper, but I am trying and hoping to improve on my results and hoping that the time I spent studying pays off. Taking baby steps. For PA, it's whether you pass or fail. No more, no less.

Tomorrow will be yet another day, another day of work and another step towards even more frustration. I bet I'm not the only one feeling the heat. Oh wells. Eventually things will get better. I hope. =S

all you can eat/play for rm25!

2007-06-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

We all know how fun barbecues and cook outs are, and I think steamboat just joined their ranks. It all started with a call, and ended in laughter. Retard style. Like Hong, but too bad he wasn't there. =P Me, Liks, Theen Chuan, Kev, Jovi and 2 APD form 6 girls went to Restoran Talipon in Kuchai to have dinner. Steamboat, all you can eat, or waste =x. Too much food to spare. And us being greedy asses. Lol.

Manually cooking your food can end up satisfactory, or otherwise. We got the otherwise. Not to say all of 'em were bad, there were some that came out good. Like the ones that you just have to throw into the soup. Yea that's right. Just the fishballs came out right. But we ain't THAT bad, right?

Scrambled eggs ended up looking like fish? Cooking deep-fried chicken on a hot plate? Bloated wanton mee? Even screwed the fishballs up. Twice their size. Now you see it, now you...WHOA BIG. Zzz. And fried watermelon?
-_- Heard that lame ol' joke, "Did you see the butter fly"? Heck. It literally happened. Laughed our asses off throughout the dinner. The whole restaurant was polluted with out noise. ROTFLOL XD ARRGH *stomach cramp*

Paid 25 bucks for the fun. I mean food. Worth every cent, though the banner clearly said 19.90 per pax. =\Ended up really full. Not with food, but with air (rhymes with "...mee goreng, not pattaya, but with pork..." =S). For the amount of shit we did/made, I think the lady boss would consider blacklisting us from the place (unless she already saw us =x). There even was a joke about it after we left. xD

Us : Bill please. How much?
Lady boss : It's ok. No need pay.
Us : Serious?
Lady boss : Yes. Just don't come back.
Us : Don't la.
Lady boss : Ok la. I give you talipon also la. Don't come back.
Us : K. xD.

Aiyor. That wasn't the end. On the way back, a roadblock there was. And for no apparent reason we found the roadblock funny, and laughed our ass off in the car. Had to stifle our laughter as we approached the block. A check of the IC and driving license, that's all. Continued laughing like retards as we left. Cockstories popped out of nowhere, and this was another...

Police : Pergi mana ramai-ramai?
TC : Pergi talipon.
Police : Pergi talipon ramai-ramai?
xxx : ....

Couldn't remember any more that that, laughter just clouded my mind. Lol. Felt kinda retarded at that time. Like a bunch of asylum seekers in a Proton. Even laughed at TC when his mom called. Wtf man. Loads of food and fun, only at Talipon. xD

*this is a revised version. found out my posts were a bit the long, so i decided to cut down a lil. we're all about changing for the better right? =)

Of footie, sangap and pain

2007-05-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

I blogged. Damn. Terpancing. So much for 'I'm never gonna blog'.

Anyway, it's 2.33am and I'm so freakin bored and sleepy. Yet I don't feel like sleeping. Maybe cause I spent half the day sleeping already? I choose to 'use time to the fullest', stay awake and do something besides sleep, in this case, BLOG. What's a putut to do in the dead of night? Sigh.

I'm kinda stoned at the moment, and the only thing I'm feeling now is the sting on my muscles, and hell it doesn't feel nice. Thanks to my sangap-ness of footie, I spent Sunday playing football TWICE. Once in Segambut with my Victorian homies, and once back in my place with those mofoswhothinktheydamnbigtime. Any person would turn down round 2, but I just couldn't resist the temptation.

Reached Segambut quite-the-late, but being SANGAP, I quickly stripped down to my shorts and climbed into the futsal court though the first thing I got was a WTF when I got there. 16 people in a 5-on-5 court? Doesn't look nice. Anyway, sangap-ness just got the better of me. Played anyway. Doesn't matter when you haven't fed your growling sangap-ness for almost a month, does it? Ended up playing only 20minutes. Had a couple chances, took a few shots, took a few deep breaths. A lil' satisfied. Back home now?

Nah. That wasn't it. Some random chinamen asked us to play against them. For me, a definite yes. Got 5 of us, entered and here we go. Didn't take long for me to feel the effects of eating, sleeping, rinsing and repeating. Muscles began to ache, breathing was a bit harder than usual. Did my job of running here and there, playing monkey with 'em. Pancit-ing. Then this happened.
[random chinaman takes pekat shot into you-know-where, *BOOM*]

nicks : *OUCH* Go go. Ball in posession. Play on.
chinaman: Eh you ok or not?
nicks : Ok.

[team loses possession]

nicks : Eh cannot. Chup. Pain. Cipap, I goalie now.

Just the catalyst for further pain. Being the semangat goalie with my dives, I started to play hero, making a couple of saves on the way. Until I finally brushed my beautifully stitched left knee on the screwed up carpet. When it bleeds, it really BLEEDS. As a plus, I ripped a bit more than that. THANKS. Just wasn't worth it.

Ouch says it all. Wiped off erythrocytes like water. Continued playing anyway as I was THAT sangap. Played a bit more till Chris had to leave for grandma's somewhere near 1U. Needed a lift and FOOD, so I followed him with Danny and Cipap all the way there. Trembling in exhaustion and pain. Ouch.

Grandma : *switches to channel 70* English movie. Can understand?
nicks : -_- Yes aunt.

We live in Malaysia 2007, not 1957. Ok. Did his stuff, left to find some FOOD. Went to TTDI, I think, for makan at the mamak. Briyani and chicken. Burp. Started raining, and they started contemplating bout dumping me in Setiawangsa LRT. No thanks. Titiwangsa, thankyouverynice! Got my ride, got home, had a fresh change of clothes, grabbed my boots and off to round 2 I go!

Well it wasn't really fun, they wouldn't even let me and my brother in the same team.

some guy : You 2 split.
nicks : No we same team. Those 2 there play together.
some guy : Cannot. Later imbalance.

Indirectly saying that I'm just too good for them? Must make me bangga? Just admit it. No need to send 3 people to mark me when I'm on the ball and hit me on me leftie again. Made the wound pour another fountain. THANKS. No point getting myself injured. Just stood around, knowing they just wouldn't pass to me. Was pancit already by then anyway. But then again, I was SANGAP. Moms dropped by to pick us up, and so we left. At least I didn't need to move my legs any more that I did that day.

Ended the day in pain and exhaustion, a ripped knee and an aching back. Not forgetting my dear elbow, thanks to that freak accident at home (thanks to sangap-ness of footie as well). Well I guess that was more than enough practice for RCG coming up on Wednesday. Now, what's important is that I recuperate fast enough from this shit I'm going through and score some goals on Wednesday =)