there's only one word that can explain this:

DEAD.

or

DIEDED.

whichever suits your fancy.

i find twitter a much simpler place to talk some shit.

so until i have some mood, if any, to post something significant on this blog, this will remain the way it is.

laters.

never jump to conclusions

recently, i made a conclusion that i was not gonna make it there; a lost cause.

until i tried.

and heck, there was indeed some hope in it.

well, i didn't exactly get what i wanted, but at least i'm given a chance now.

chances are better than nothing at all eh?

now all i have to do is work for it.

the problem is; nothing comes easy, and with a price.



"take what you get, leave nothing behind."

so close, so far

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count
When I think of home, I see your face
I know I have to wait…

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me.

I promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see...

here we go again

back to school.

with less ppl around.

more subjects.

more classes.

at late hours.

on fridays.

yay?

:/

word of the day

un⋅der⋅per⋅form

–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

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Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM

Related forms:

un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

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how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.

i'm just...so so so sorry.