word of the day

un⋅der⋅per⋅form

–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

---

Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM

Related forms:

un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

___________________________________________________________________

how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.

i'm just...so so so sorry.

time stands still

every minute seems to be passing slower and slower.

and it is, rather unbearable.

and truth be told; i miss you.

wait, i must have left it somewhere here...

i think i've lost my mind sitting at home doing NOTHING.

absolutely NOTHING.

it's suicidal i tell u...

you spin my head right round right round...

life has been giving me a hell of a HEADACHE recently.

first, i'm broke.

second, i'm still broke.

third, i will still be broke.

so basically, yea, i'm broke.

then i end up spending on things i SHOULD not and DO NOT intend to spend on.

after that i end up having whatever cash i have go MISSING for no apparent reason.

nice la.

then now i'm sick-ish. literally.

what a joke.

i wonder how am i gonna survive the next 2 weeks or so.

i think i have DIEDED.


FML.

Q: what does not have wings and flies?

A: time.

yes, time. with a snap of the finger exams are over.

or is it just the time i take to make a new post. whatever.

managed to survive exams, which consists of 2 (out of 3) papers. lasted only 4days though. deferred the last one (of which i have not formally settled). hopefully can hustle. need to prove a point. bah.

not to mention a massive toothache. massive gum infection. sakit sial.

since i'm the first to finish my exams (i think), i am bored. damn bored. barely anyone else finished their papers. so no one to call to chill. is having a damnshortperiodcrammedupstudyperiodandendexamsearly a good thing, or otherwise. u decide.

been wasting my time (and money) on almost daily trips to AC for foos and CS since MY exams ended. how la dei?. apart from that, i've been wasting my life on rock legends on facebook. pretty addictive. and don't tell me i'm lifeless. cause that's a fact i already know.

FML.

FML. twice.

i've gotta plan nicely for my next month or so, otherwise it will be a HELL of a holiday. literally, HELL. what's the point of holidays if u can't make full (not to mention any) use of it eh?

will make pointless rants when i am free. until then.