Wednesday, July 22, 2009

here we go again


back to school.

with less ppl around.

more subjects.

more classes.

at late hours.

on fridays.

yay?

:/


Thursday, July 16, 2009

word of the day

un⋅der⋅per⋅form

–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)
to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM


un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

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how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.


i'm just...so so so sorry.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

time stands still


every minute seems to be passing slower and slower.

and it is, rather unbearable.

and truth be told; i miss you.

Monday, July 6, 2009

wait, i must have left it somewhere here...


i think i've lost my mind sitting at home doing NOTHING.


absolutely NOTHING.

it's suicidal i tell u...