here we go again

back to school.

with less ppl around.

more subjects.

more classes.

at late hours.

on fridays.

yay?

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word of the day

un⋅der⋅per⋅form

–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

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Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM

Related forms:

un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

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how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.

i'm just...so so so sorry.

time stands still

every minute seems to be passing slower and slower.

and it is, rather unbearable.

and truth be told; i miss you.

wait, i must have left it somewhere here...

i think i've lost my mind sitting at home doing NOTHING.

absolutely NOTHING.

it's suicidal i tell u...