timeframes

sometimes i just doesn't understand how some decisions can be made more comfortably in weeks rather than months. i'm starting to wonder if the former is longer timeframe than the latter =\

people just define time differently. or maybe there's a season to everything. before, after, soon, later, just now, coming soon, wait ar?

but this is something i just won't know, will i?

i guess it all worked out after all. not sure for who though.

some people are more available to others and some people are less available to me (although apparently someone said i was the one on the frontpage, but whatever)

besides, i'm here and you're there. meh. but i won't be surprised at forcemoves. the intention was there. so was the plan. i had, well, none :D

so you can put the blame on me aite.

well whatever it is doesn't matter no more to me.

right now, all i can do is just...smile :)

"...what it meant to be / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when i tried so hard;
and got so far; but in the end; it doesn't even matter..."